I hope im past any kind of withdrawl stuff

So it would be 5 full days without alcohol. Today beginning the 6th. I had all kinds of shit at work. But, the clearer my thinking gets and I know its in infancy stages. I wonder. Why have you stayed at a job that is a hostile environment. A job where you do not feel valued. Or, is it the disease that has allowed me to stay stuck in all that muck. Then bob. Having to point out that his cancer has returned. I am so tired of his anger at everything. What's making me live my life like this? Maybe that's why recently I been asking myself what it is all about.