day 5 am

Well it's been crazy like things have been. Work with this lady and the allergy. Bob and his upcoming cancer appointment and his ugly racism. Starting quick books. I need to have my own business but what. I am soo tired.   I remember quitting at other times and wondering how long withdrawal lasts. I just know this time it has to last. Kim's talking to me about shots at Easter. That's like 4 weeks away. I think I need to do some investigating into co stuff too. It's really time and I deserve to start thinking of myself. I just know there's some lesson bigger here. I am sitting at the duplex and some asshole just lied that he left a message on mom's machine. People are so messed up. LIARS. What I know for sure is I need to just focus on myself and balance my stuff. Just like I tell my kids, I need to heed my own advice.