acceptance

Acceptance of a terminal disease. Was it's bob's recurrence of cancer? A dull ache on my right side - liver? I'm taking milk thistle. Time for a major change. I'm reading a kirpatrick book. It's so much deeper then all of this. Acceptance I think must be the hugest part. Or why would we ever go back and keep try try again. It just has to be accepted as fact. Plain and simple. No ifs ands or buts. It is what it is as col would say. Like cigarettes to get to the point of thank god I don't do that anymore would be the biggest blessing. I don't want to do that anymore. There's no point in doing that anymore. It isn't fun anymore. Learning to know myself might prove to be more fun.